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Twenty Five Fuckin' Years ago I have tried to settle This debt that I owe For taking out an innocent Uninvolved yet caught Up in the moment of A deal gone bad Chalk marked upon the sidewalk Twenty five Fuckin' Years ago I still sorrow Lost my self that night Staring into the Puddle of blood I shed How can I ever Forgive My Self A lifetime of sorrow That's how I deal with Twenty Five Fuckin' Years Ago
~SOREZ
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After all these years of sorrow I never needed to prove to You My worthiness I had to prove my self Worthy towards me So ask You now and Pray Why not now Why not ever before Why am I so alone Why not Bless me For what I have truly Always longed for To be held So close and cherished In my human form I know I am blessed to be A White Lighter I also know You have forgiven me For those many Dark moments past History of my being Am I being punished Now after forgiven Dear God You Know How I long to be Held Please Dear God I kneel and Pray I beg to be held
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